PROPOSITO

Lately has just been a blur. A surreal blur. I'm finally a senior in school and this is giving me a reason to think of what I'm going to do with my life when I get out of school. To be honest I dont know anything. I don't know what my proffession is going to be or what my ministry is going to be. I really want to know what God has planned for me. Would I go into music, evangelism, preacher or missionary? I don't know of any talents I have, I know a little bit about a little bit, for example I know how to sing and play the basics in piano, even though I need a little refreshment on how to do it. I know about something though, that soon I will find out because I know that God will give me his calling. I'm also reading this book called "A Life With Purpose by Rick Warren," it's a really good book and I recommend it to you. To all of you who are having the same problem don't worry God has got you in his hands and he will be there for you with a plan. Just have faith in him.!

I FINALLY FIGURED IT OUT...

Hey everybody... sorry i took so long to write something, but I've just been so busy. Well I got so many things to talk about but right now I'm gona talk about something I just figured out, something that will help me live my life better and have my heart broken less times.

I'm not here to talk about boyfriends breaking my heart, it's more about friends breaking my heart. All my life I've been looking for that perfect girl who I could share my thoughts and feelings with, somebody that won't judge me or critizise me, somebody who could understand me and who I could have fun with. Sadly that girl never came to mylife. I have to say that ALL OF MY FRIENDS ARE FAKE. I'm not exaggerating, I just spent a large amount of time thinking about who are my real friends and I realized that none of them are. My boyfriend told me that I give too much trust to people and I know it's true. I can't help it, that's just mynature. That's why all of my friends have stabbed me in the back, even though I've tried to be the best friend possible. I now realize who are the people that really love me, GOD, my mom, and hopefully my boyfriend. I'll just give all that trust in me to my God, that's the best thing I can possibly do, give my trust to God, give all the love I have in my heart to God. If you are going through this too, just give it all to God, I'm sure he knows how to appreciate all that love you have inside of you and that he would give it back to you, like a real friend would. =D